I have much more to say to you

The title to this blog, would be the title to my novel I am going to start soon, I still need to set up a better layout, and organize the chapters so I know what I will be discussing, but I can already see how I am going to end it. Anyways, I have been contemplating all these different subject matters, mainly focusing on Bible topics, and I'm completely absorbed in Jesus, our Savior right now. Its an amazing feeling if you go down that road. I've also seemed to notice that not many people seem to dedicate their life to Christ, and try to even be Christ-like, or even acknowledge him altogether, which I find to be really disturbing.

I've been reading, I don't have enough faith to be an Athiest, and clearly there is God, and yes, if you look at Evidence to our existence you will come to find that our God is the correct God. So I'm starting to become baffled at the idea that people don't want to surrender their life to God. I've been observing people at my school, and I've been observing people at the mall, and in restaurants, and I just can NOT believe what I hear, see, and witness with my own two eyes. And trust me, I'm not trying to judge at all, or come to conclusions that everyone sucks, but I just feel that we are so unworthy, and its almost that if God hadn't of promised to not flood us over like he had in the Old Testament, then He would have done it again for sure, I mean to be so disobedient and hateful, anything but his commandments, is beyond me. I know that we are all sinners, and I accept that completely. Its just I don't see any effort in trying to fix ourselves to a degree, but by continuing and not admitting Jesus Christ as your Savior, just shocks me.

I've also noticed that people think learning about God, is boring as well. The other day I was reading, I don't have enough faith to be an Athiest, and a kid I know, says, "What are you reading" so I told him, and then he replies in sarcasm, "Why are you reading that?! That is so boring, you should read something more fun" And of course I replied, "This IS fun to me", and it really is, however, I just can't believe that someone would even consider learning about our Creator, "BORING" I mean what the french toast.

Sorry, but this stuff has just been on my mind, and being a Christian, it just makes me sad that people would post and say things that disrepect God, and pretend he is all a lie.....