April showers, Bring May flowers?

(The picture to the right, to me, represents God is breaking through)

So this corny statement came into my head just now, and I know I haven't wrote a blog since early March, and there is plenty of reasons as to why not. The point of the title of this blog is because it is almost an analogy of the many struggles that I have been dealing with lately, and so I think of these "showers" as maybe the sufferings at the present moment, and then hopefully by next Month (May) the flowers will represent things renewing again, and just getting better for everyone, including myself.


But don't get me wrong, I do think the "Showers" are necessary, considering God allows them to happen for reason. So I look at these showers as Gods way of saying, I'm working on you. Lol - I know, you might be thinking, "Let me get this straight...Your struggling, and you think God is working on you?!" - As a matter of fact, Yes, I do, because I believe that the source of our pleasure is the cause of our suffering, and its as simple as that. I could elaborate on the Gods purpose for our sufferings but that pretty much sums it up.

Well these showers consist of, my good friend Christina, she is struggling with so much right now, financially, mentally, and even physically I believe. Everything is crashing down for her right now, and since her phone has been dead, its been hard for her because she has no peers she can socialize with, and her lack of church is upsetting her. Then there is my friend Lexi, she is just in constant spiritual attack, with everything, and we have been in constant argument, and its been causing me to stress out. Same goes for Amber, except we aren't arguing, however, we haven't been talking much, probably because of my school crap that pretty much occupies the week for me, and it drives me crazy. I don't like how school takes over my social life, my biblical life, and just...everything for real. I've also been laid off from my Job, and I honestly miss my best friends, Amber and Christina, and I'm becoming very irritable, and my lack of prayer sometimes bothers me, I mean I pray, just not as much as I feel like I should.

So what I'm hoping the flowers will consist of is Christina gets everything straightened out, and becomes satisfied with every aspect in her life. Lexi builds up her armor of light, and comes to some realization. Amber and I start socializing every night. So Pray that this all follows through, but I'm sure after my prayers, God is definitley in the process of allowing this to come through, because He will never let me down.

"I am the Lord, the God of all mankind. Nothing is too difficult for me" (Jeremiah 32:27).